Saturday, April 23, 2011

I am sick of

I am sick of

Smiling to the persons I hate so often

Listening intently to the crap they have spoken

Remaining silent when I wish to scream

And waiting for the weekend to let off the steam

I am sick of

Being accommodative to people around me

Meeting expectations to make them happy

Behaving as the ideal when I am just an ordinary

And controlling my emotions when it gets onto my nerves

I am sick of

Numerous battles inside the mind

The hard choices life compels me to make

The cynical devil killing excitement in life

And the remorse towards the human kind

I am sick of

Feeling lonely in the company of loved ones

The memories of past that haunt my future

Longing for someone who never gonna return

And waiting for a miracle that won’t happen

But deep down inside

Life still thrives on hope

Wishing for the sunshine

To brighten me with its dope!


Nivya Kimbi said...

heyyyy amazing post....i feel you managed to convey what i am feeling right now!!! nicely worded

mindpuzzle said...

Thanks Nivya :)
I wish that this pahse gets over in my life at the earliest.
Hopefully things will be great with you once you join your company !