I am sick of
Smiling to the persons I hate so often
Listening intently to the crap they have spoken
Remaining silent when I wish to scream
And waiting for the weekend to let off the steam
I am sick of
Being accommodative to people around me
Meeting expectations to make them happy
Behaving as the ideal when I am just an ordinary
And controlling my emotions when it gets onto my nerves
I am sick of
Numerous battles inside the mind
The hard choices life compels me to make
The cynical devil killing excitement in life
And the remorse towards the human kind
I am sick of
Feeling lonely in the company of loved ones
The memories of past that haunt my future
Longing for someone who never gonna return
And waiting for a miracle that won’t happen
But deep down inside
Life still thrives on hope
Wishing for the sunshine
To brighten me with its dope!
